a friend told me this today:

it’s like an empty bucket beside u
every single bit of possessiveness and jealousy are equivalent to a droplet of water.
but what we dont know here is, there is a small pinhole right at the bottom of the bucket, so the water in it will always leak out slowly
someday, if the intake of the droplets are much faster than the outflow of the water, it will overflow
or, something triggers the person off and decided to empty the bucket of water on you.

oh how i love the empty house, the emptiness in me and the empty bucket beside me while i sit here, drenched.

im going away. i hope u can be happier this way.